I debated what this 1st entry should be for literally a year. Should i post in chronological order? Should i post mainly about the meals I try? Besides food, what else could I possibly discuss?

All that debating, the year still flew by.

At this point I’m just gonna yap and let my story tell itself.

Hello, My name is Jash and Welcome to my blog. I’m currently in my 20’s, residing in NYC and I invite you on this journey with me. In this space, I hope that you feel seen, heard and safe, like when your’e at home in your favorite sweatpants watching a comfort show and on FT with your bestie.

I write this as I start Law & Order Organized Crime ( So excited to finally understand the Lore between Stabler and Benson). I have been binging SVU for the past month and am excited ASF for this slow burn storyline LMFAO.

But back to it, I’m at a point in my life where I’ve been questioning my purpose yet again. Who am I ? Who do I want to be? Who did I want to be and who do I not want to be anymore? This is hard. It’s harder than most day to day things. It’s so easy to run away in the moment, but running just makes all the hard stuff pile up into an existential crisis final boss and I am tired of trying to beat the same game level over and over again.

This past week I started addressing my social media consumption. Shoutout to the apps Opal and Finch fr. Opal blocks my socials and Finch is the cutest little self care app that’s been helping me create some semblance of a routine.

This upcoming week, I really want to focus on the “doing” of it all. I had a few interactions & conversations with some great people recently and i feel motivated as hell to just start getting things done LMFAO. Life does not wait for anyone, so yea this blog post is the first of many new “things” I’ll be doing. Lol let’s see where it goes. God got me.

Genuinely I don’t expect many readers, but if you are reading this and feel how I feel, I pray you find the courage to take the leap. You miss every shot you don’t take, so take them all and increase the probability of hopping into a different timeline.

Ok ttyl XOXO!

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